Myself


Very often I speak to myself
Is this me?
Can I do something different?
How do I reach the 'different'?
And then I sleep over it,
Wake up and see it in my dreams,
And then sleep over it again.

Very often I speak to myself,
Who am I?
Do I exist?
Can I reach the field of peace?
And for a second I 'do'
But I come back again,
In the world of existence and survival!

Very often I speak to myself
What if I don't make it?
What if the time has come? 
And I can't look back to get the lost time,
But then I wake up again,
This time to realize i still have time,


A real wake up call? Might be the last one.

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